Writer’s Block Once Again, and Books on TV

Yes, I am stuck on my writings and have also been busy with some freelance work.  Happy that I actually have some work.  Better than being completely broke.

Hoping I can at least bring myself to type up my old novels.

In the meantime, I’ve been craving a good read, but since I haven’t had the time, I found this:

The Dresden Files – Full Episodes and Clips streaming online for free – Hulu.

One of my favorite fantasy authors, Jim Butcher.  I wrote before about his Alera books.  The Dresden files are actually what he’s known for and it’s still ongoing.  I started it before, but I was more in the mood for and old world fantasy rather than urban so I didn’t continue.  Though the TV series attempt seemed to go a bit astray from the novels, they it was still good and made me want to read the books.  I just wish they didn’t botch the production and just followed the books faithfully.  Then, they probably would have gotten more than one season.

If you decide to watch the TV series (hulu.com lets you can watch for free online), they are mostly self contained and for some reason, the episodes are mixed up and you can tell just from watching that something is weird.  The 8th? episode was supposed to be the pilot, but for some reason the third? episode was shown first and the pilot much later on the list…  If they would have aired in order, the show would probably have done at least a little better.  Oh, well…

  • Share/Bookmark

MORTAL: Chapter 5, Estin

Estin awoke with the air tense and chill. The horses were quiet but becoming restless and the forest sounds seemed hushed and still. The moon had gone down the horizon and the only light left to see by was the dying embers of their camp fire. Jorran had neglected his watch, fallen asleep, and neglected to wake him as well.

He slowly unsheathed his sword as he made his way to his younger brother’s sleeping form. He cupped his hands on his brother’s mouth with his free hand. A startled sound escaped Jorran’s mouth before recognition dawned on his face. Estin grimaced. They would have been heard easily. Suddenly, a large shadow flew towards him and he was quickly pinned to the ground, the air pushed forcibly out of his lungs and the embers that were behind him and to his right sizzled as his side fell on it. Large furry jaws snapped at him, but they could not reach him. His reaction was quick enough that he was able to put his blade between himself and the creature. Soon, the creature’s growls and snaps abated and Estin was drenched in its blood that oozed and sizzled, drowning the last remaining embers of their fire underneath him.

Estin spat out a curse in the dark at his brother’s carelessness, but quickly stopped himself and fought panic as he realized his brother’s silence. He struggled to rise, but the dead creature on top of him held him firmly in place. Panting, he searched around him for some kind of leverage, but found none.

He heard flint striking stone and suddenly a bright lantern loomed in front of his face. Squinting in the bright light he grunted, “Jorran?”

“No,” a soft, feminine voice reached his ears.

She placed the light somewhere behind his head and when his vision cleared enough, Estin was faced with an enormous feline jaw, larger than his head snarling at him even from its side of death.

He looked to his left to find a tall and slender form cloaked and dressed in trousers bracing herself against the creature that pinned him to the ground. He also found a large paw as large as his head lying close to his face. Estin swallowed with his suddenly dry throat.

“When I say so, push with all your might,” she ordered, adjusting her quiver and a bow almost as tall as her on her shoulders. “Ready?”

“Sure,” Estin fought to keep more air from being squeezed out of his lungs. The cat with mottled fur was easily twice his size and weight and yet after a few attempts of him pushing up while the woman pushed from one side, he was free. The cat fell unceremoniously to the side and Estin braced himself to put more effort into rising. He got up with a groan and pulled his sword out of the cat and used it as a cane to limp over to where he found his brother lying still on the ground. Another feline with an arrow struck into its left eye lay near Jorran.

Estin knelt beside his brother. He was breathing, but unconscious. Checking for injuries, he found some blood on the back of his brother’s head. A rock by his head was covered in red. “Jorry,” he said quietly as he firmly patted his brothers face. “Jorry!” He hissed, but only got a groan in response.

The woman came with her lamp to stand behind Estin and spoke softly. “They were only children,” she said. “The horses are spooked, but they are still tethered and unharmed. I have a cottage not too far. We should go before we are found.”

Estin nodded numbly and began the struggle to lift his brother while the stranger went to fetch the horses. He could hear her speaking softly to them and the horses nickering in answer.

They arrived surprisingly calm. Not at all ready to bolt even with the stench of blood in the air and the woman helped load Jorran on one of the horses. She did so seemingly without effort and then proceeded to help Estin onto his. Estin struggled a little, noticing for the first time his burnt side.

Before he could, the woman took Estin’s reigns and mounted behind Jorran. On one hand she held their reins while with the other she extinguished and put away her lamp before using it to steady his younger brother. Just before the light went out, he glimpsed snow white hair from under her hood.

“We must travel in the dark,” she said. “I can see well enough and know my way well. You must trust me to lead your horse.”

Estin nodded, held on to the horn of his saddle, and shivered in the cold. He had forgotten. The creature’s blood on his skin and clothes had lost their warmth and were now trying to steal his.

<><><>

It was the most frightening ride of his life with dark shadows of branches flying overhead and the forest full of predatory growls and barks. More than once, an overhanging branch seemed to swoop in over his head until Estin finally decided to hunch over his horse. Even then tree limbs still seemed to come too close and he flinched every time one came close to his head. He struggled to keep himself from falling, clenching his knuckles white on his saddle’s horn. He could imagine losing his strength, falling off, and having to fight off creatures much more powerful than he. But with their careless pace, they soon outran the eyes that shone eerily in the night and the noise that filled the forest. Suddenly, the forest was quiet once again but for their horses’ hooves, their heavy breathing, and Estin’s heart trying to break out of his chest. Still, the woman kept their hard pace until they reached their destination.

By the time they stopped, their horses were near exhaustion. Estin would have similarly liked to lie down and let the darkness of sleep take him, but the ride left him tense and strung out. It may be a while before he could get some rest.

He stumbled off his horse and looked around him. There was not much to see in the dark, but they had stopped in front of a small cabin. He could only make out its outline and what looked like a door on one side. The woman confirmed his suspicions by entering the cabin and coming back soon after for his still unconscious brother.

As she pulled him off of the horse and Estin turned toward her she broke their silence. “I will take care of your brother, the horses need your help or you may have to walk from here.”

Estin, much concerned for his brother but too tired and numb to think or argue, set himself to tying the horses to a brach of a nearby tree. In the sudden silence, his ears had begun to ring and he wondered what other punishment his Captain would devise if they ever got back to the Watch station in one piece.

  • Share/Bookmark

MORTAL: Chapter 4, Adri

The sea had turned into sparkling gold, reflecting the the sky as its hue approached burning orange. The wind still held its chill even so far from the mountain ranges up north and to the east. She was shielded from the castle’s view by a thick forest behind her. If her escape went well, she would not be noticed until morning. By now the harbors would be full with the capital packed with people celebrating such a joyous occasion. Adri saw the ship drift slowly from the city’s vast harbor to her left, its white sails absorbing sunset colors in the far distance. A strange and lonely sight in the empty waters. For a moment, she imagined herself diving into the waters to meet it, feel the air rush past her, break the surface of the water and let it envelop her, but the cliff’s face only held rocks for her below. She would have to do as she was told. The slow and treacherous downward climb would take some time, but the weather was calm and held little wind while the sea itself seemed content to let the day pass peacefully. She would have plenty of time to reach the waters.

Adri drew back the hood of her dark cloak and secured a heavy bag to her back. As the wind blew its caress through her newly cropped hair, she shivered with foreboding. That her hair had not completely dried from numerous washings, and its dampness did not help keep her warm. At least the stench from the dye was no longer screaming for attention. Her hair was now short and completely black. She was hoping to be mistaken for a boy, but Oddette’s sigh of resignation when she finished with the girl told her that avoiding close contact with others would be best even with the gashes and the peeling ointment that covered half her face. Maybe she could pass for a beggar, but no beggar would be smuggled into a ship nor could a beggar attempt to do what she was about to do.

Though the cliff looked a mile long, the climb seemed to end uneventfully and abruptly. Though there were few foot and handholds, she found them easily and her limbs did not tire even after such a stressful day. The food Oddette fed her certainly made a difference. Her body was healing faster and she was feeling much stronger. She climbed without the earth and her muscles betraying her. At the end of her descent, she found a small rowboat tethered to a rock. Inside she found the oars and a lit and covered lamp. She checked the fuel and found what was left to be more than adequate then set to the task of rowing out to sea.

When she was at least a mile away, the sky was already darkening. The horizon was had turned to a dark brick-red. The ship was drawing close so Adri reached for the lamp and uncovered and covered it a few times to signal the ship. There was still light enough for her to see which probably hampered the lamp’s visibility, but it would also mean others would not easily spot her either. The lamp would be too obvious in night’s darkness, but it was also dark enough that her signal would not be lost in the shining sunset sea.

She did not have to wait long for an answer. A few twinkles of light shone from the ship’s deck. As the ship drew nearer, Adri pulled up her hood, took up her heavy bag, watched, and waited. The ship itself was not the largest vessel she had seen but if she was right, it may well be the fastest. She could not make out much detail in the twilight, but it was apparent enough in the sleek lines of the ship’s silhouette. Well, that and her guess of its captain’s identity. There was only one captain in Endrin Oddette could trust to be eager enough at the idea of eliciting royal anger. During the previous king’s reign, Oddette had said he was the best captain of the royal navy, but upon the king’s death, he took a early retirement and sailed his on ship from then on.

Finally, the ship’s dark shadow loomed over Adri’s tiny rowboat. By the time they reached her, there was only enough light to see dark outlines against the sky. Adri’s boat rocked as the waves from the ship’s parting the sea reached her. She rowed herself as close as she could to the vessel and ropes thrown to the side of the vessel greeted her arrival. These she grabbed and tied to the corners of her boat. Right when she finished, the small craft began to be pulled out of the water in short intervals and accompanied by silent grunts from above. As she approached the ship’s deck, she spied four burly shadows hauling at the ropes she dangled from while a fifth, one tall, and lean muscled waited to the side. None bothered with greetings so Adri likewise kept her silence.

Adri stepped onto the deck lightly so as not to disturb the eery silence of the vessel and the men who hauled her up secured the boat and left without further instruction. The last shadow flourished an exaggerated bow and Adri saw a flash of white teeth before he beckoned to her, turned and did not wait for her to follow. Adri heard sails unfurl above her head and the ship creaked to life around her as she frowned and trailed behind. She wondered if she should have trusted the scheming of the old woman, but decided she had no choice but to let herself be led around. The faintest of hope was hope enough to keep her feet moving.

She was directed towards a room within, what she guessed from the size, was the captain’s quarters. It seemed to be a small room with no windows. The man left her in the pitch black and Adri was only able to find a cot to sit on by stumbling upon it. Moments later, the man returned and tossed blankets into her lap before closing the door behind him without a single word. Adri sat wondering if she had made a wise decision in trusting the old woman’s word while feeling excited at the same time about gaining freedom from the castle and its inhabitants.

  • Share/Bookmark

MORTAL: Chapter 3, Jorran

If not for the silver light of the moon and the sparseness of the waking forest, the night would have been pitch black. Though the mostly bare branches silhouetted in the moonlight gave the place an eery atmosphere, Jorran was grateful for it as his older brother pushed their journey on long after the sun had set. Something about his older brother’s dark mood and the urgent pace he set gave Jorran a foreboding feeling in the pit of his stomach. Try as he might, he could not shake away the feeling. Tales and rumors of deaths and disappearances from the village gossips would sneak through his defenses. He had no wish of succumbing to the fear-mongering of bored villagers, but his brother’s earlier comments and his following silence did nothing to abate his imagination. So as they setup camp, Jorran decided to speak.

“Estin,” he said as he tied their horses’ reigns to a nearby branch at the edge of the clearing. His brother was just returning from collecting wood for their camp fire, “there is a question I have always wanted to have answered.”

His brother said no reply and continued to arrange the wood in the middle of their small clearing.

“At my last attempts to clear up the mystery, mother would turn things to her crying about my leaving.” He unstrapped their packs and continued to rub down the horses. When he looked over, his brother had the fire started. “I have always wondered. Mother’s eyes are the same as Viyah’s and yet for some reason, both of ours are different – even from each other.” Jorran finished with their mounts that snorted their appreciation.

“You’ll find no answer from me,” Estin broke his silence. “Only more questions.”

Something was better than nothing so Jorran turned to feeding the horses as his brother, in turn, fed the fire and waited for elaboration.

After a moment, Estin gave in, the dancing firelight adding to the worn look on his face. “Mother seems to have a colorful past that she keeps to herself.” He gave his younger brother a serious look. “What I know, and you should know, is that we are family, and we will always be.”

Jorran finished with the horses and turned to arranging their bedrolls. “You say that as if there would be a chance we would not be.”

An annoyed look passed over Estin’s face. “What does it matter? What are you unsatisfied with?”

Jorran sighed. “It is not with you, or Mother, or Viyah.” He sat down when he finished with the bedrolls and reached over to one of the packs and took out the bread, cheese and smoked meat their mother had prepared for their journey. “It is difficult to explain,” he frowned and passed the food to his brother.

“Well, either try or let me finish preparing for sleep,” he said as he took a bite of food and lay on his bedroll. “You have first watch.”

“I feel incomplete and on the edge,” he said after he finished chewing and swallowing a mouthful. “It’s as if half of me is missing and I need to go find it or feel vulnerable forever.”

Some form of mirth flashed in Estin’s eyes and for just a moment, his old cheerful self resurfaced. “I never imagined you to be a romantic,” he said, clearing his throat.

Jorran threw a twig halfheartedly at his brother, fighting a smile himself. “Nevermind. You’re no help,” he said.

Estin finished eating and settled in to sleep. “Keep that sword ready. I hope your musings will occupy you enough to last through your watch so I can get some rest. Wake me when something happens.” He turned his back towards Jorran and the flames effectively ending their conversation.

When something happens? Jorran sat musing, once again aware of the looming shadows overhead and around them past the warm influence of their camp fire.

  • Share/Bookmark

MORTAL: Chapter 2, Adri

Adri knelt on the white marble floor. The polished surface reflected her tanned, youthful, slender form. She was dressed in a fine, long, black silk gown, soft, black leather slippers, and delicate jewelry ornamented with black obsidian. Her hair, streaked with grey hung loosely at the nape of her neck, head bowed and dark brown eyes directed on the ground immediately in front of her.

Supple brown leather boots with intricate gold details stepped into her view and a hand ringed with gold and amber lifted her chin. The touch was surprisingly light and the hand was large but smooth and untarnished.

Adri’s dark brown eyes met the Prince’s cold, grey-flecked black staring directly into hers. Decked in his formal attire in browns and golds complimenting his fair skin and dressed brown hair, he was both a beautiful and imposing figure. He had to bend down a little in order to look closer at Adri’s eyes and he frowned slightly at what he saw. When he lowered his hand, the only warning Adri was given was a slight frown before her vision ceased for a fraction of a second and her head went spinning. When her consciousness returned, she found herself lying on her side a few steps from where she originally was. She lifted a hand to the side of her face and found wet warmth oozing out of the numbness the Prince’s backhand had created.

“The Succession approaches,” he said, looking down at Adri as he wiped his hand on a silk handkerchief one of his servants produced. “The first one in decades to have more than one Companion attending and this is what I’m given!” For a bare second, Adri witnessed the smoldering hate behind his eyes before the Prince turned his back on her. “I will not tolerate any sign of weakness.” He waved her away as he began walking towards the terrace. His two other Companions only spared Adri uninterested glances with their darkening eyes before they followed, black, silken gowns embracing their fair forms and greying hair flowing behind them. The Prince’s knights in their wake with their shining, polished gold-plated armor.

Adri could hear the loud cheers of multitudes in the Castle’s expansive square, opened to the public on the joyous and momentous occasion of their Prince’s presentation of his Companions. It was the beginning of a new era and the Prince’s rejection of her did not allow for her to witness it.

She was abruptly brought upright by some burly Castle guards and her vision once again went dark for a moment. When the stars finally cleared from her eyes, only then did she notice she was not being taken to her chambers.

The guards opened large, ornate double doors and deposited her unceremoniously onto plush, cream colored carpet. The deep gashes on her face dripped slowly, staining and seeping into the threads. Adri looked up to find herself in the sitting room of the King’s chambers. Bright light poured into the room from its large windows overlooking west towards the docks and the waterfront. It was a magnificent view – blue water sparkling like diamonds surrounded by the emerald of forest evergreens on two sides while colorful ships dotted another on the docks. Adri would have been amazed any other day, but today she hardly noticed even the beautiful dark-stained, hand-carved furniture, exquisite paintings hanging on the walls, and the gold plated details that touched everything in the room that were more immediately in front of her. Not today. She could not appreciate her surroundings today. She looked down and in front of her, clenched her fists into the carpet. Her jaw clenched unconsciously at the same time and the pain she felt meant that feeling had started to come back to her face. She struggled for control as her body also began to shake. There were more pressing matters at hand and yet she had no idea what to do about them.

Behind her, the large doors opened and closed quietly and a stooping old lady hovered into Adri’s view.

“Oh, my, my,” the elderly woman clucked at the blood she found journeying towards and creating small pools on the floor. “This will not do. Definitely won’t do.” She shook her head. “Now child, in my age my body no longer allows me to do all the things I wish to do. It would do the both of us good if you let me inspect your face.”

Adri looked up at her visitor and the blood diverted down her neck and chest. She recognized the old woman named Oddette who had served the royal family so energetically even for so many decades. People wondered if she could live on forever.

The old, stooping woman took Adri’s chin in her hand and tilted it until she had a good view of the damage. Her hazel eyes, framed by numerous wrinkles, were still sharp and missed nothing. “Well, with care, it will heal fine. The swelling will be gone in a few days,” she deduced, “but I cannot promise it won’t leave scars.” She frowned. “Now, if you just heard the Calling, it would have stopped bleeding by now and by tomorrow there would be no trace of it.”

Oddette rummaged through the hidden secrets of her apron and brought out a small pouch. When she opened it, a rotten stench like molded cheese wrinkled Adri’s nose and woke her up a bit out of her brooding.

“This won’t do much for the scarring and it will sting quite a bit, but it will help clot the bleeding.” A humorous twinkle shone in her hazel eyes as she said, “maybe then, My Lord’s rug would still have a chance to be saved.” She took a scoop of green, odorous paste with her finger and smeared it on Adri’s wounds, eliciting a sharp yelp and then gritted teeth from the girl. “There,” she said, surveying her work after she finished. “It will dry and crust over. Do not try to remove it. It should come off on its own. It may sting some more from time to time, but it will help keep infections at bay.”

Adri stopped her hand before she unconsciously touched the putrid concoction and looked up at the old servant with tired, resigned eyes. “Does it matter? The Prince has declared me Traitor. I will be executed at his convenience if I do not perform the deed myself.”

Oddette looked at the girl sympathetically. “You don’t have to accept that fate, you know.”

The younger brought her hand limply to her side and sorrow shone on her face. “The others may be able to do so, but I cannot abide by the Prince’s cruelty. I cannot lie for my heart. My eyes betray me. They have begun to grey to show my choice and my fate. It is death now or waste away first and still die only little later.”

The old lady smiled sympathetically and whispered confidingly, “But what if you find a different master to serve?”

Adri felt her insides lurch at the though. “I have no use for false hopes Ms. Oddette.” Would that there be even the slightest possibility.

“But I do not speak of falsehoods,” her eyes smiled kindly along with her lips this time. “You were not meant for the Prince Keston.”

“What do you speak of,” Adri frowned.

“Hope,” she said simply. “And before we are to lose it, you must be on your way.”

  • Share/Bookmark

MORTAL: Chapter 1, Jorran

The warmth of the sun enveloped him in a warm embrace while the cool spring breeze beckoned Jorran to slip into sweet slumber. But with all the attempts of the soft chirping birds and the subdued rustling of the greening trees watching over him, the young man was barely able to lay still. Both excitement and fear warred inside of him. Desperate to make time pass, he had earlier set himself to do all the chores he could think of only to find very little to do as his mother and little sister had apparently done their utmost best to wake earlier and prove to him that he was not necessary in their lives. All the stores were full, wood was even chopped, and breakfast lay waiting for him even before the fog of sleep left his eyes.

Jorran grunted at the memory of an awkward breakfast. Delicious, but awkward. Oh, and, yes, memorable. Why? Well, with his mother’s swinging between fussing and crying, and the home-cooked meal he most likely will not see for a long time, according to his older brother Estin -

Jorran spurted upright, coughing, blowing his nose, and wiping stinging tears from his eyes and water on his numb face with his sleeve. He looked up to find the very picture of a younger version of his mother, with the same hazel eyes, dirty blond hair, and the stern, scolding frown they would get when he was in trouble.

“There would have been more,” she said, her big curls bouncing on her shoulders as she put her fists on her waist. A small wooden pail hung on her left wrist. Evidence of Jorran’s current discomfort. He stared at it with the promise of murder as if it would understand while Viyah continued, “but it’s kindof hard to carry the bigger pail up the ladder. Wouldn’t want to have had to fix a collapsed roof by myself after you’d left,” she gestured at the small, thatched roof at their feet. “It’s quite awkward wearing skirts. And I daresay, mother will have a fit if she saw me in trousers.”

Jorran watched as her sister kept chattering down the ladder. Something about the local boys and embarrassment. He shook his head in chagrin. With how her mouth ran, his sister had entirely neglected to explain his sodden hair. Likely, Estin had arrived. That, or he would have to endure another round of sobs and tears from his mother. Or both. He grimaced at the thought of no escape while he rose to take one last look at his surroundings.

In a small clearing surrounded by mostly evergreens and dotted by a few others starting to come alive again after a long winter, their small cottage home lay in a quiet and private place away from the nearby village. Warsholl was a small village their mom liked to avoid unless necessary because of its inhabitants’ chatty tendencies. With not much else going on in a place far from the rest of civilization, a single mother with three children was a favorite on most villagers’ lips. Jorran frowned at the thought of leaving his mother and sister to the mercy of those gossips, but by herself, Carialla had raised three children with her sanity intact. Whenever her children had commented about people’s whispers, she just shrugged them off as unimportant and reminded them that all they needed was each other.

Jorran climbed down the ladder and thought he could not stay even if he wanted to. He was of age and the dark mountains looming in the north were calling.

“Jorry!” Jorran was crushed by his older brother’s larger form and the less massive of the two struggled to catch his breath. Estin laughed heartily has he held his brother at arms length, inspecting his brother’s growth since he had last seen him. “Well, you’ll do for now.” He grinned as he slapped his brother’s back and chuckled some more when Jorran had to catch his balance. Estin was five years older than Jorran and had always been protective of him for some reason. Sometimes it seemed more than he was protective of even their mother or Viyah. Though, admittedly, when Viyah was provoked, her temper and indignation could cow a king. “Well, mother, Viyah,” he turned to the two sitting by the hearth. His mother sobbing in Viyah’s arms, while Viyah looked to be losing her patience. “We’d best be on our way. It was a miracle my Captain did not reject my request to travel. I would not chance another.”

Carialla stood up suddenly, forcing muttered oaths out of Viyah as she tried to regain her balance. “Estin, you must stay the night! It’s been years since I’ve even seen you!” She attempted to pull Estin further into the house, but the boy she knew had grown up. She could not move him as she used to with his added height and bulk since he left.

Estin sighed, “mother, I had planned to arrive days sooner so that I may surprise you and spend time with you, but as it is, the weather up north has not given up the cold and travel was slow. I expect the weather to have changed very little. If we leave now, I would still be yelled at for my lateness, but if I leave any later I would probably face more serious punishment.”

Carialla looked like she would throw another crying fit, and Viyah who stood beside her looked like she would also throw her own albeit for a different reason. But by some miracle, both did neither. “Mother,” Viyah steeled herself, “you should know by now how things are…” She got a disapproving frown in return, but otherwise no protest.

The two brothers were able to leave soon after hugs, kisses, and farewells. Viyah had given both brothers fierce hugs and promises of their well-being without them. Their mother, in turn, behaved better than she had at first. The whole ordeal seemed to go by in a blur and suddenly Jorran was on his horse beside his brother’s, looking back at the small cottage in the distance. As they entered the trees, their home disappeared along with the clearing.

“Well,” Jorran was first to speak. His brother seemed to be in a dark mood since they left, so he felt the need to bring more light into their travel. “That went better than I feared.” He smiled lopsidedly. “I thought she would have started crying again and you would have given in to one night’s stay.”

Estin turned to him, frowning. “Mother will be fine as she has always been. Viyah is headstrong. They will fare well enough without a man in the house.” He looked up at the forest canopy, the birds singing songs to each other, cheerful that spring had arrived. The horses plodding underneath them seemed to follow along with their music for a second. When he looked back down, Estin’s exhausted and haunted look gave Jorran chills. Certainly, this was not the boy that left them years ago, but this was also not the man that greeted him only moments ago. He seemed out of place in the forest where creatures were celebrating the coming of spring.

“Jorran,” he said, looking at his brother with a grave expression, “it is customary to take weapons away from volunteers when they are escorted for service as oftentimes they are far from being volunteers. But travel has not only been slow but dangerous. Here,” he unbuckled his own short blade from his waist and handed it to Jorran. “I had hoped to teach you in its use but time has not been on our side.”

Jorran unsheathed the blade. It was straight and plain, but it was heavy and solid in his hands and his brother had not been lax in its care nor had it been neglected of use. “Tell me,” he said simply, his grin had vanished at his brother’s change in demeanor.

Estin sighed wearily. “To say the least, winter has been long and it grows longer and colder each year and each year, the hungry and desperate grow in numbers. The crown has been keeping its attention to itself, or so I heard, and we are left to fend for ourselves among the people.”

Jorran frowned as he buckled the sword and sheath to his belt. “We’ve known this for a time, Estin. Before spring, the Constables announced curfew and suggested women not travel alone.”

Estin shook his head. “No, that is the least of our troubles. Especially up north, something strange is happening. Further up north, even the birds choose not to sing. Nor do the Sleepers lay quietly in slumber as they should once the cold has settled.” He was looking ahead towards their destination. “Jorran,” he looked back at his brother once more. “Do you know why were are called the Watch? We are not the King’s Soldiers, nor are we the Constables. We were not meant to fight enemies invading the King’s lands, nor are we meant to keep the peace between his people. Until recently, we had weapons mainly to catch our meal for the day and we interacted with the people only to help those who have lost their way. We are called the Watch precisely because that was what we were meant to do – to watch and to report. But now… Now we are different.”

  • Share/Bookmark

Allie: Book I (A Little History Lesson), Chapter 1

Dirk flopped down on his bed with exhaustion. He didn’t bother to change or do anything to get ready to sleep for the night. The room he sought relief in was small and cramped, the scant belongings he had were scattered all over, forgotten and abandoned for the moment.

Same hard work in the morning, he thought.

He spent his whole day working as he had been for as long as he could remember, doing odd jobs here and there to barely support himself. It was a good thing he only had himself to take care of. Many of his friends had families to provide for. Life was hard, but it wasn’t as if he could choose another.

Dirk was about to fall asleep when someone knocked on the door of his small room. The knock shook him from his escape from reality.

“Who is it?” Dirk groaned as he pushed himself off of the bed.

“It’s me, Max,” the voice said through the door.

“Come in,” Dirk sat up on his bed as best he could. “What is it?” He asked his friend when Max entered and closed the door behind him, carefully looking around suspiciously as if unwanted ears could hear their conversation.

“Someone was looking for you,” Max said simply, torn between excitement and fear.

“Who’s looking for me?” Dirk was suddenly alert, not really knowing hot to react to the news when he saw his friend’s unusual expression. It couldn’t have been the Collectors… He paid all of his debts as soon as he could.

“Someone from the castle.” Max’s eyes grew wide as his imagination ran wild. It was a wonder how he kept the different scenarios to himself.

Dirk’s own eyes narrowed as a million questions fought to race out of his mouth.

Max had to hold his hands up and raise his voice. “I told you all I know. I just heard it from a couple of people while I walked home.”

“Is the person still around?”

“Staying at one of those nicer inns somewhere.”

“Let’s go then,” Dirk stood up, and when out the door with a sigh. The excitement left him a little and he suddenly remembered how tired he was. Max followed.

“Where are you two going?” Llanna asked as she spied them exiting from behind the pile of laundry she carried.

“Just going to find someone,” Max smiled dumbly at her.

“See you later then,” she said with her usual friendly smile before going on her way.

“You mean you still didn’t ask her?!” Dirk almost shouted at Max when he thought Llanna was far enough not to overhear what he said.

Max tried to smile, but failed. “I couldn’t. I wasn’t ready yet,” he struggled to explain. “It’s not like she’ll need another burden on her shoulders. Llanna’s the only one around here that can manage to support herself and her relatives. She doesn’t need me. I’m still working about a hundred of the worst jobs everyday.”

Dirk sighed. “Well, I can’t force you to pursue your happiness.”

<><><>

Andrew sat at a corner table, watched and waited as the usual buzz of the inn’s common room went on around him. The boy would come, he knew. His seemingly endless search would soon be over. At least the king was convinced, though his court wasn’t. All those supposedly learned people didn’t even realize the importance of the boy in their lives, and in the kingdom. It was foolish of them to dismiss the boy just because he wasn’t rich or schooled to become a nobleman.

The tired man sighed as he contemplated the past and the future as well as the burden on his shoulders. He sighed again, but this time from relief when he say the boy enter the room. It was the right boy. There was no doubt – there wasn’t any room for doubts, not at that crucial moment.

After the boy, another search will begin, he mused. Yet another person, whose role in the way things were was important, desired, needed to the point that if she wasn’t found, the kingdom would either die or suffer slowly, arduously. Yet another person to be taken away from the life she was so familiar with, but it had to be done no matter what. Andrew would do anything to save his world from the death and suffering that was to come.

A small smile crept up to his lips, despite himself, as eh watched the boy approach him.

“I was looking for you,” Andrew decided to speak first.

“I was, too,” he answered, confusion evident in his expression.

<><><>

Why me? Dirk asked the sky as he crossed the courtyard, spring evident in all the blooming nature that spread throughout. It wasn’t fair. Dirk wasn’t ready for the court politics and the dress code… All the clothes he had to wear were uncomfortable. I’d rather wear my rags, he thought uselessly because he knew somebody had thrown them away the first day he had walked into the castle and been given a bath. The clothes they gave him to wear made him itch and were too tight. He felt stiff and ridiculous. Nobles have too much free time to contemplate on these ridiculous fashions.

He walked past a girl and winced as she curtsied to him. They were all like that, except for Andrew. They had to show their respect because he was heir to the throne now. They wouldn’t have before. Most would have turned away, and some would probably have even spit at him. Though he was now welcome on the surface, everything felt unreal. Most people around him likely seethed on the inside since he arrived two months ago. Many people had objected to Dirk, and they forced themsleves to hide their dislike of him. Dirk could only be comfortable with the lower classes, but Dirk wasn’t ignorant enough not to notice the fear those people had of him. Now Max… Max was different. They were friends for as long as they could remember. Max thought it better to stay away from Dirk at first, too, but Dirk had a talk with him, and their friendship continued as if nothing at all had happened. Max, though, was quick to take adantage of Dirk’s access to money. He didn’t spend it on himself, but spent it all for Llanna and her family. Dirk just gave as much as he could without attracting too much attention – his reputation not yet comfortably solid. They had shared all they had with each other from the start anyway and help each other whenever they could.

He entered the hallways, and quickened his pace as he got closer to his destination, the heels of his boots clicking on the polished marble.

Perfect, he groaned inwardly as he nodded to a group of curtsying people he passed. Everything was perfect down to the smallest things. It was almost unbearable – practically unnatural. He would be so relieved when his eyes would finally gaze upon the rotting visage of his old home rather than the art filled and sparkling glass and gold of the palace.

Dirk arrived at his destination and knocked.

“Come in,” he heard Andrew say.

Dirk opened the door, but Andrew wasn’t in the sitting room. He found the man pondering over several books strewn across one of the tables in his library.

“You wanted to talk to me about something,” Dirk started.

“We’re going out,” Andrew said, still staring at his books.

“Where are we going?” Dirk asked, secretly hoping he finally found a temporary escape.

<><><>

It was Tuesday of the last week of the last month of school. The day was bright and alive with clear skies and animal sounds, but still, Allie walked hurriedly home and didn’t notice the beauty of nature.

Allie didn’t care for the weather or nature at the moment. She was too tired from staying up late the other night. Staying up more than a couple hours after her bedtime left her feeling groggy and almost falling asleep in most of her classes. She was supposed to be asleep around ten or eleven that night, so Allie resolved to sleep and relax for the remainder of the day. No one was going to bother her because her parents would be gone for a while. She was just going to watch some TV, read a book, eat, and of course sleep.

Three days left of school, Allie thought as she walked up the driveway. Just three more and she wouldn’t have to worry about research, due dates, homework, etc. Three days. After that she’ll get her summer vacation. Three more days.

Allie opened the front door using the house key, and then dropped her backpack at the top of the stairs. She just entered her room when strong arms wrapped around her. Instinct took over, and Allie hit her back against the intruder. No one else but her was supposed to be home. Both of her parents were at work, and she was an only child. She turned while holding one of her assailant’s wrists, forcing the other to twist with her. No one went into her room without permission. She twisted the man’s arm, as she tripped him – no, he was just a boy about her age, she realized as he fell face-down on the dirt and she was kneeling on top of him.

Allie was about to say something when somebody else, not the boy, did.

“It worked!” The voice was cheerful and excited.

Allie looked up to see an old man in gray robes. She also noticed she wasn’t in Kansas anymore. What happened, a tornado? Did she get hit on the head?

Tall pillars of trees surrounded the small clearing they were in, but it didn’t look even close to being as tame as a park. Allie was suddenly aware of animal sounds around her. Where was she? What had happened to her? Wasn’t she in her room only a moment ago? Was this some kind of a joke? If it was, it was some kind of expensive joke. It looked so real… Questions surfaced into Allie’s mind only to be replaced by even more.

“You never told me it’d hurt,” Allie heard the boy say to the old man. His face was twisted in obvious pain from his arm, and it was also red from embarrassment of being beaten by a girl.

Allie watched them talk. She was angry, astonished, confused, and afraid all at the same time. Where was she? Who were these people?

“Can you please help me?” The boy said impatiently at the old man.

“Oh, yes, said the old man, “forgive me.” He approached Allie. “My lady, would you please let go of my companion?”

“Take me home.” Allie gritted her teeth and didn’t slacken her grip on the boy.

“I’m afraid that is not yet possible,” the old man sounded apologetic.

“What?!” Allie twiested the arm further without noticing, and a muffled cry came from the boy.

“I need my book of spells,” he tried to explain to at least let the girl loosen her grip.

“Spells?” Allie laughed. Her grip on the boy did become loose, and she didn’t notice the sigh of relief that escaped from the boy’s lips. Noticing the old man was serious, Allie stopped laughing. “You’re serious,” she frowned, and let go of the boy unconscioiusly. She stood up and thought of what she should do next. “Why did you kidnap me?” She asked after a while.

“We need your help getting out o this prison,” the boy said as he sat up and rubbed his sore arm.

“This doesn’t look like a prison,” Allie frowned,” and I won’t be much of a help. What do I know about escaping prisons?! Why should I even believe you?”

“Do you have any choice in the matter?” The old man asked her.

“No,” Allie gave up.

“Neither do we,” he said. “We don’t know how you’ll be able to help us, but a prophecy foretold of an Outsider assisting us in our escape.

“Outsider?” Allie was about to say something more when she heard a high-pitched screech from somewhere not very far.

“Time for talk later,” the boy grabbed her wrist and started to pull her to safety.

“What is it?” Allie had a little fear in her voice as she was yanked to one direction.

“I’m not sure,” the boy grabbed the old man, too. “It could be anything. It could be dying, dead, or alive; immobile, mobile; water, earth, air creature; herb herbivore, or carnivore. Whatever it is, I’d rather not find out.”

They ran out of the clearing, and into the trees. Branches whipped Allie’s bare arms, and gave her small, stinging cuts. Whenever someone would trip, another would haul him or her back up. Allie thought the forest would go on forever, but then the trees ended abruptly and the three came to another small clearing.

There it was again. The sound was getting closer and closer. Then suddenly, the trio stopped running. Allie had no idea what was going on. The boy started to back up. Allie and the old man had to follow. When she followed the boy’s gaze, she saw what was wrong.

A huge nest, almost as big as a three-bedroom house. Branches and limbs stuck out, wove and twisted to form it instead of the usual twigs. Loud chirps were coming from the nest. The three were fortunate the owner wasn’t there, but judging by the sound… Mommy was coming home.

Slowly, they walked away as the sound got closer and closer still.

“Oh, man,” Allie groaned as she watched the gigantic creature circle high above the trees. “What’ll happen if we run?” She asked without turning to look at either of the two. Allie already knew the answer, but she wanted someone to prove her wrong.

They were walking backwards toward the cover of nearby trees as the old man answered. “It’ll spot us and…” He couldn’t finish, but he didn’t need to.

Allie was on the verge of panic, but she restrained herself from running. She just kept waking as quickly as she dared without having the bird spot them. “Uh,” Allie turned to see the others with grim, determined faces as the bird started to land. “Do you think the bird can smell? ‘Cause I know most can’t…” She trailed off.

Both just stared at her, eyes wide open, giving an answer that made their hearts skip a beat with fear.

“Uh-oh,” Allie looked back at the bird. “Uh-oh,” she said again when the bird turned to face their direction, and peered at them with more than a little curiosity and something else the three interpreted as hunger, its eyes holding something close to rage and desperation. “Just a chicken. Just a chicken,” Allie mumbled to herself as she tried her best to analyze her situation, but it was useless. Her mind had gone numb from fear of what was happening that was supposed to be impossible.

They weren’t far enough into the trees when the bird gave a mad cry – much more frightening than the ones before. The trio turned around and ran like mice being chased by a cat, but it wasn’t a cat chasing them. It was a huge, nasty looking bird that didn’t play with its meal before eating it. There would be no chance of escape once it caught them.

Allie had no idea where they were headed, and she guessed that neither of the other two did. She swore to herself, and thought about what she would be doing or would have done if she hadn’t been kidnapped. To be lying on the couch and watching TV… Allie had always thought about having adventures, but she had never dreamed of anything even close to what she was experiencing at the moment. She had never been more aware of the risk involved than she was at the moment. Books and TV aren’t as good and descriptive as the real thing, but now that Allie knew what it felt like to be in the middle of the action, she thought she would rather have the ones that didn’t cover all the details. The real thing was just too much.

The girl tripped more than a couple of times, but was instantly pulled back up by the boy who wouldn’t relinquish his grip on her. Still, the bird got closer and closer, and its patience got shorter and shorter. It wanted its prey. It would chase them down for as long as it took to wear them out and catch them.

Finally, when the bird was only a few feet away, the boy pushed Allie into a small cave. She was yanked forward forcefully as the feathered beast tried to reach them through the hole with its beak and claws. It screeched and tried to dig an opening big enough to allow it to capture them, but it was useless. The rock walls of the cave were hard and the ground was packed.

“That was scary,” Allie panted.

“It was terrifying,” the old man corrected.

“Where are we?” Allie asked after she caught her breath.

“I have no idea,” the boy said as they all looked at their surroundings.

The bird would not stop screeching, clawing, and flapping outside. Allie winced every time she heard and felt something big land hard on the ground. Trees? The bird must have hit several trees as it flapped its wings in a flurry of giant feathers. It was a good guess. Along with the loud thudding came snapping and creaking sounds.

The small cave was connected to a larger one, and another passage in the second cave led to an even larger one. The first two caves were only lit by the small opening from which they entered, and the largest cave had light streaming down from an opening in the ceiling. It was getting dark judging by the weak light. As far as the three knew, they were the only ones inhabiting the place. There were no obvious signs to indicate the presence of another creature, and the three didn’t really care. They were exhausted from their long and panicked flight.

“I think it would be safer for us to spend the night here than to spend it outside,” the boy decided, “especially with the bird still out there,” he added.

Allie slumped down on the ground and leaned her back against the cave wall. “Got any food?” She asked as her stomach complained of its emptiness. Her lunch wasn’t enough and she had planned to pig out on the junk food she had at home once she got there.

“Barely,” he frowned. “We’ll have to save it for later, when we really need it.” He sat down a ways from Allie. “I think we can manage without it tonight,” he added.

“Then if you don’t mind, I need to rest,” Allie grumbled as she closed her eyes. Then she said to herselv, “what good did homework ever do to me?” She remembered the night she stayed up very late. Homework on the last few days of school. What was ever good about that?

“What?” The old man asked as he, too, sat down to rest his old and overworked joints.

“Nothing,” Allie lay down with her back facing the others and fell asleep.

<><><>

Andrew looked over the sleep ing form of the girl. Would it be right to tell her? Then his eyes swept over to the boy. What about him? What would they think if he told them what all they were doing was really about?

Andrew sighed with exhaustion. They were in a prison? Yes, they were trapped by their enemies, but Andrew had chosen to be trapped.

<><><>

Dirk noticed the old man’s glance at him and started asking himself questions of his own. He wondered about the true purpose of the old man. It wasn’t everyday that a legend got captured as easily as it had looked like. Was the wizard only getting old? Or did the wizard think there was something to be gained by their getting captured?

Dirk shook his head. It just seemed like the old man could have gotten out of the mess he put them in easily.

  • Share/Bookmark

Allie: Prologue

They entered a large chamber with numerous doors. Walls of dark stone surrounded them along with doors oppressive in their height.

“There,” Caera pointed to one on their right without hesitation though all the doors looked the same.

“You sure?” Her companion asked, his face turned to a frown.

“Yes,” she nodded confidently as she approached the door an opened it. “Can you wait here?” She asked him.

“What about traps?” He asked anxiously.

“I think I’ll be okay,” she smiled at his concern.

He thought a while before agreeing reluctangly.

Caera entered the new chamber, wary but somehow knowing she’ll be safe. She took a careful look around the room, not daring to miss anything important. At the center of the room was a sparkling globe resting on top of a small pedestal. She shuddered at the strange familiarity of it. It seemed to beckon to her as if it was the one that led her to it.

She then reached out a hand and touched it. Pain seared through her arm and up to her skull, invading her mind, forcing images – no, memories into her mind, making her relive them. She was transfixed – couldn’t make herself let go of the globe.

  • Share/Bookmark

Allie (Author’s Introduction)

This story was written a while back in my grade school years.  The latest edit was actually around 2001 and I don’t even remember what the story was about.  I will be rediscovering this story along with you.  I am a bit embarrassed to put this up here as you would probably note the unsophisticated writing style to say the least, but as there was a great amount of time and effort spent on this, I thought it would be a waste to let it sit in storage unread.  I hope you enjoy it, and if not, please be kind.

  • Share/Bookmark

Jim-Butcher.Com: Books – Codex Alera

Jim-Butcher.Com: Books – Codex Alera.

I read some professional’s review of the last book of this series.  It wasn’t a very flattering one, but I actually love this series.  When I look for books to read, I don’t look for complex and ground-breaking ones.  I’ve had enough of mature reading in school and would rather read to enjoy reading.

Jim Butcher’s story-telling style is easy on the brain and reads easily like watching a movie.  Some people say this series is not as creative as his other, more popular, Dresden Files, but compared to other classic fantasy novels I’ve read, the world is actually very unique, but still not hard for the reader to grasp.  Things don’t just happen “magically” as things are explained with digestible logic, there are many different societies with unique rules and interactions but it’s not hard to differentiate and understand them, and characters are actually “relatable,” believable, and…  practical.

I think that last character trait is the one I like best.  I hate characters that have no common sense and main characters that are as much observers as readers also frustrate me.

The lastly, another thing I like about this series is that it also incorporates old style military tactics.  Something I’m fascinated about.

As the critic criticized the last book about, these are not stand-alone novels.  It would be confusing and frustrating to start in the middle of the story.  The entire series is really just one long story.  It reminds me of how the Harry Potter books are divided by years.  Codex Alera itself is divided by different chapters in the main character’s life.

So to enjoy this series, read from the beginning!

  • Share/Bookmark